Self-Repaired

Slightly jaded, she no longer is concerned with previous priorities.
One time she was all ears, now she is deaf to you... And you are mute.
The truth hit like a million bricks, the same thing that killed her... freed her.
Holding onto hope depleted her divine light, by letting go, it was then she became the Sun.
The challenge resided not in how to exhale, but in learning how to breathe again.
It only took one thread woven in the fabric to stitch together the story she already knew. Blessed with the Goddess gift of intuition women have been bestowed, she faced the real.
Exhausted from being the better half, she pulled together on the solo and re-became whole though.
This isn't a sad story of loss and despair... But a rejoice of how the heart can break and repair.

Gold Digger

“They told me to never settle for less... & that I simply deserve the best ... So I locked my love in this chest... Waiting for a man rich enough for... Celeste”

Eyes open wide, pupils fully dilated, and intimately gazing at my prize. Using any excuse to invade his personal space. My body was speaking the language of attraction.

The platinum mesmerized me; I could hardly concentrate on the point he was trying to convey. As we engaged in conversation, I was fully engulfed in a sensory experience. My vision soon faded out of focus as I went into a daze from his diamonds so glistening. It was evident that if I bagged him... I had struck gold.

If this makes me a gold digger, than so be it. I was taught to take it when I see it.

Lets elaborate you see…

I observed his strong command of the English language as if each of his dynamic word choices were canary diamonds strung together collectively making a strong statement. With every second of interaction my gaping desire to vacation through the lavish hallways of his mind intensified. Priceless. No one will ever be able to strip him of his platinum cognition... Knowledge is the one possession that cannot be stolen.

They say, “When you find a good man, don’t let him go”. Our minds simultaneously siphoned out the intellectual venom from each other that permanently resides in our head due to the harsh bites from the conscious bug. I had never thought it was possible to see eye to eye with a man of 6’3 stature. It was clear from his moral consciousness; I had met someone with a heart of gold. One cannot put a price on a quality gentleman.

I felt comfort knowing that he was strapped with the ammunition necessary to fight. It must have been expensive to possess verbal vaccination and the weaponry enabling him to stay ready. But even I know that the hundreds of books and all the years in college eventually pay for themselves. I saw a man of smart investments.

Soon things would come full circle. Soon I would learn his lessons in love... There was no turning back... I had discovered the diamond d***!! (Lol)

Only With You

Only with you...

...Silence talks... Waves of energy and body linguistics... I fiend for your hand's profound lectures. No need to ask for your love, you convey this love through all outlets of your being. Reassurance unnecessary. Highest sense of security, I find... Only in you.

Only with you...

... Do I feel 200% whole. Two people with whole existences merging uniquely concocts this power couple I see in our reflection. Not the slightest desire to seek another... for I have now witnessed one of God's finest blessings bestowed upon me. I finally see my King... Only in you.

Only with you...

... Do I see the truth. You are the mirror into myself that has shown me my own limitless potential. Alone we soar high in these skies, but together we puncture the realms of undiscovered galaxies. You are the very example of what a man should be and I see my future... Only in you.

Limits? NONE.

Beautiful Mind Body and Soul… With God in me I am whole
Success is calling me… Cali love with East Coast dreams
I got to get up and go… no choice but to rearview ride with shades low
Anticipation unfathomable… Spirit malleable

Different mind set… The best of me the enemy won’t get
Surpassing the expectations set upon me… Independent Queen setting herself free
Feeling like a Star… please don’t dim it… Moms told me Sky is the Limit.
Still not satisfied, feeling as if I haven’t even began to tap into my potential… influential… intellectual… Celestial… Yeah the Stars

Nervous like a child on the 1st day of school… but confident as a Sparkling rare Jewel
Melancholy over thoughts of my goodbyes… I will truly miss you guys
Silent cries… Deep sighs
But this is simply for the best… As you would not expect anything less from Celeste
I must not frown… Mary said, “You Can’t Hold a Good Woman Down”.

Strength, Courage, Tenacity, Determination, and Wisdom is what I pray for… Some of the characteristics I will need as I venture out of this calling door
God has given me favor even without deserving behavior… this is why you are my savior
Mentally and physically prepared… Que Sera Sera… prayed up and never scared